Rough post

On the eve of leaving to bhuvaneswar to start my professional life with TCS...sitting in front of computer with no topic actually to write here.

Hearing HUM TUM song making me feel I am gonna miss something more than actually I have now in my list.

I have got a whole lot of good friends for the last few months through internet.They made my boring days for wait of date of joining more lively and I shared my happiness and sorrows with them.They were so comforting and sharing.Sure I will miss them.

Then packing is almost done and also the documents..

I actually bought a brown shoes and we need black,so thats a cause of worry.just thinking they might not be strict with that.

I called my friends today and some of them who were busy when I called,called me back.

I Called sooraj,anoopmk,stallon,sibin,kumban(nikhil raj),sagir,sujeesh,sharath,sumesh and tried to call ragettan(sreerag)but he was switched off.

I spoke to sudheesh also when I called sibin.

hmmmm....I was not home sick ,but I feel am gonna miss ma parents n sister....

I will miss Idea star singer,sa re ga ma,"manasaputhry"(he he)....and our power cut.

My Crush list

Well,My crush list is not too long.

But it has certain unique features.

I started filling the list as early as third standard...But the definition may have been different then.I may have been Inspired by some films,but the fact remains I had crush on her.

Komalam.K(not the real name)was not so charming and all,but her gestures attracted me.I was actually following the policy of 'one at a time' and I continued with komalam upto 9th standard.

We were sitting together in the bench in 3rd and fourth and I remember I told a lot of 'kathis' to her.

As I grew up,we didnt talk much because I became a bit shy but I continued my love till 9th.

Komalam never knew about my wish...:(

Then komalam is off to the back stage right when I reached my 10TH standard meenakshi(not real name) enters the scene.

It is even funnier.On my way to school on my bicycle I used to visit temple everyday.Her house was near the temple and I timed my visit such that when i leave she will be just 50 metres from the temple gate.
Then I will stop as if I accidentally saw her and we talk just for 2 or 3 minutes enough for me n my crush.

She also never knew about my wish...:(

Then its over to +2.Different school and I noticed one gal.Her name was nalina(not real)She too was not so charming but was a chatter box.she also never knew about my wish and as I expected she got a boy friend very soon.....pooor me..:(.

Then to college..There also I noticed one girl.Her name was Ashwathy(not real).She sat at the first bench and was very Immobile in the intial days.Most of the days she was wearing a yellow churidar with brown shawl.somehow it flashed in the whole class and I had many competitors.For me this was the first successful crush because she came to know about this.(ha ha ha)

so college life is over now and ashwathy too is off to the back stage now.

who is the next person to the stage?

It is just a matter of time.I am going to join TCS this week and will possibly find on the first week of december itself..:P

But only one prayer...God let me inch towards the next step..."please make this one ways double-lanes..so that we (me n my next heroine)can travel together rather one behind and one infront"

RENT A RELATIONSHIP...:)

All in this earth are only made to believe stuffs..

we feel proud of our acievements and materilaistic comfort n all but they are too short in posession of us to be proud of.

When we loose something,we feel very dejected.But in actual,we feel we lost something which we never got.

By an analogy we can say that all are rented stuffs and the person who rented us is unknown to us.HE wont come and shout at us for loosing that.Then why should we feel so sad of loosing it.

We should feel like,HE gave it to another person and you will get another thing shortly on rent from him.we should be prepared to loose that thing too in the future....

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Life goes on probably into a new atmosphere this week..I am gonna become an employed guy...Journey was smooth so far,I think.But pitfalls are many and scope for improvement is wide.Just praying to the person who rents me all to remind me the mistakes so that I wont repeat..and please rent me some relationships that lasts lifelong...

A Goat with out a bell

During our first days in college we went on a fund raising scheme.We went as a group on a sunday to ensure people will be there in their homes and will give us some sound economic support.Actually program,national level technical symposium called QUINTESSENCE,is being organised by seniors and we were asked to go for this.Our group included me,Anoop M K,kalavi(vineeth K V),Niju,Neetha and Tressy.

So we were moving ahead nicely from one home to another hearing some nice abuses and getting some coins..(to indicate Rs.1 to Rs.5).And we were so keen not to cause any discomfort to them other than asking the money.With that in mind we reached at the gate of a particular house.After looking each other for sometime(about who would open it)one of us opened the gate and something ran towards us from their courtyard.And in a very short time it ran some distance from there.Actually we were so happy that it was not a dog(for a moment we thought it was) and it ran away and only to think after 1 minute and realise that it was a goat and every possiblity that it was being brought up by those people.

So,now we cant ask for money and now in a situation that we should pay some money to them as a compensation for goat.We looked in the direction in which the goat ran and at some distance it was standing chewing something and I felt it was smiling at us seeing our situation.

So boys from our group decided to catch it and give it back.We surrounded it from 4 directions and it was professsional enough to escape from our amateuristic way of catching.After 30 minutes of hard work,we somehow managed to catch it.Fortunately (or unfortunately)people inside didnt see any of these.They might have been watching some sunday programs in TV.

We were a little proud too about our achievement and hoped that they would give some extra for our effort when we narrate it.

Then came a person by that way and seeing us with it he told us"vallya upakaram kuttikale,eth vazhi thendi thirinju nadanna aadanu,ella veetilum kayari bayankara shalyama,ningal pidichathu nannayi,ini kondu poykko,evideyonnum vittekalle"

We sat there with disbelief and started blaming each other and one of the sentences I remember
"eda,veetil valarthunna aadanenkil athinte kazhuthil mani kanille?"

A nice song

This is the song which has beeen haunting for some days now...

day starts and ends with this....dont know whats special with this to me but a nice song from

kshanakathu

Mangalangal arulum mazha neer kanangale

santhamayi thalodum kulir kattin eename

deepangurangal thann snehadra nombaram

kanan marannu poyo.....................(mangalangal)

varavarnam aniyum vasantham

priya ragam kavarnne poyi

azhakin nirachandumayi enn mazhavilum akale maranju /strong>em>(in fact maranju povunnuu...he he)

nin antharagamam eekantha veedhiyil

ekakiyayi njan padan varmbozhum

eniyenthinavo vila peshuvanayi

veruthe niram mari vannu................(manganangal)

Lonely night of Darkness

I was moving in a crowd with hope of reaching the destination slowly but together and at the click of a second all ran away and was seeing the destination earlier and now its the lonely darkness only.
Feeling, quite strange sort of an atmosphere and its darkness all around and am sure a night will always lead to a day,but have to experience all that is in night before reaching the day..
Lonely night in waiting and am just at the start of it,oh god!!how to go through it?

I can hear sounds from here and there suggesting me the alternatives and even saying I will reach the destination moving through the darkness..

Ups and downs are inevitable but this was like letting me down inviting something that went the otherway...

PS:I am into the lonely night of darkness.........see you all Tomorrow morning...

How long this 12 hours be?.............Surely a million dollar Question for me and a foolish one for a well running time piece...

MY COLLEGE LIFE..

This is all about my college life...

And this is just a humble attempt to portray it.Because of lack of expertise and Imagination,mistakes will be aplenty.
I havent had a good collection of photos too...so may be chance that I missed a lot of people n moments that I love the most...