Read this as a post written by a person who was raped and dead who loved her father more than anything else in this world. Father is only next to god for her and she is comparing her fortune of having a good father with some notorious fathers in the recent time.(People like Fritzl who became the father of 7 daughters of his daughter and a mumbaikar who was raping his daughter for 9 years).
“My father was everything for me. If he was in our home I feared nothing and I felt I am the safest person in this world. He loved me as everything and protected me as everything. But even that was not enough to save me from that terrible incident which took everything away from me including my life. After that cruel rape, I was dead. My father couldn’t bear with that for he loved me so much and I was the only person on the earth about whom he could tell “yeah,she is my daughter” of course with some tears in her eyes for his lost wife. I can’t even guess the reaction he had when he heard about that, in fact about the intensity of that. But I know what he had done. He didn’t even wait for 24 hours to finish the person responsible for my death. Now he is sentenced for life time imprisonment. I am speaking to my father everyday even without letting him know because even our heartbeats were in synchronization when we lived happily together. I know my father’s heart is beating only for me in that prison.
Yesterday when we were speaking, he told me about a new person in his cell. The new comer has a daughter of my age and the reason for him being punished was something which my father would not even like to speak about. He was raping his daughter for 9 years!!!!.What a sharp contrast? Two people in the same cell for two reasons which are the two extremes. One is about which every daughter will be proud of and other is about which every daughter is ashamed of. I wish I could live a bit more as the daughter of my great father. That pervert’s daughter might be thinking of suicide every time she sees her father. Then again the contrast comes into picture between us too.
My lovely father was there to take vengeance for me .I really feel pity for that girl because the culprit is her father himself.
I felt the warmth of kiss, my father gave me when I was born, all through my life. Now I remember the great times we had together-my birthdays, journeys, Ice cream parlours, shoppings-and I imagined hers. She might have watched his father with fear only.
If she fears her father, she has to fear anything and everything in this society.
But My father made me the most fearless person in this world……..I really love my father!!!!”
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
memories.........wow!!!! so sweet, but painful...
“Here goes the straight road which am traveling for sometime now sharing my sorrows and happiness with the people who are with me now and they joined me on the previous bent.oh god! did I forget the people who were with me before that. Bent was inevitable but, I felt it came so suddenly than expected and after a moment of blindness I reached this road and I could see none of my previous friends….infact I was with a bunch of new people….I wish myself to be in the previous road with my favorite people...All have taken diversions. we were all glued together by our friendship..right?Then what made you all to break apart? struggle to keep your life secure,ha?yes..that is the correct answer .infact that’s the same reason which prompted me to take the diversion….the only thing we can hope is for our diversions to meet at some time, some place. That day will be very special,infact as special as the fact that we are friends..
“The real pain is not on the separation of our dear ones, but afterwards when we live with their memories and the realization that a rewind is beyond impossible.”
I remember an SMS like this which I forwarded to all without even reading, leave alone understanding.
Just a few minutes ago I was going through the old SMS’s and now I understand it completely which prompted me to write this post.
Some of the SMS’s that was in my phone which is……………Honestly I don’t know how to express myself to fill in the blanks above
All were sent by Anoop N, our broadcasting co-operation after the end of eighth semester.
“CSS,internet technology session in dept.notice board. lab series paper also corrected. source sooraj”
”Met 1&2 module lecture notes(by muneera teacher)will be available in mother Mary from tomorrow. Source:sooraj,varna”
“You have to return all d the certificates (if u have taken any)sslc,plus 2 etc in d office by 2 moro..4 getting hal tkt source:dept. notice board”.
“Only chance available 4 taking a clas foto is on 2moro,coz hod and others will b on leave on other days. lets not miss this chance, everyone pls come 2 dept tomorrow source:venkat”
“sent of by teachers and staff at 1130 at seminarhall.everyone be present”
The below one was sent by sumesh
“da u goin 2day or 2 moro”
“The real pain is not on the separation of our dear ones, but afterwards when we live with their memories and the realization that a rewind is beyond impossible.”
I remember an SMS like this which I forwarded to all without even reading, leave alone understanding.
Just a few minutes ago I was going through the old SMS’s and now I understand it completely which prompted me to write this post.
Some of the SMS’s that was in my phone which is……………Honestly I don’t know how to express myself to fill in the blanks above
All were sent by Anoop N, our broadcasting co-operation after the end of eighth semester.
“CSS,internet technology session in dept.notice board. lab series paper also corrected. source sooraj”
”Met 1&2 module lecture notes(by muneera teacher)will be available in mother Mary from tomorrow. Source:sooraj,varna”
“You have to return all d the certificates (if u have taken any)sslc,plus 2 etc in d office by 2 moro..4 getting hal tkt source:dept. notice board”.
“Only chance available 4 taking a clas foto is on 2moro,coz hod and others will b on leave on other days. lets not miss this chance, everyone pls come 2 dept tomorrow source:venkat”
“sent of by teachers and staff at 1130 at seminarhall.everyone be present”
The below one was sent by sumesh
“da u goin 2day or 2 moro”
Sunday, March 8, 2009
oh meri pyari mumbai!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mumbai is very nice and am enjoying every bit of it.We reached here on February 10 and reported at THANE OFFICE.On that day itself and we got the domain and we were allocated to different offices.my domain is life science and health care and office was at jogeshwari and was 2 hours journey from Thane and I was the only person from kerala to that office.
But I am very happy now because I got some good friends.For the first week nothing special was happening and slowly we started meeting Group leaders and project leaders.
In Mumbai we went to Juhu beach,India gate,fashion street,parel etc.we also went for a movie.oops!!a ticket costs 150!!we saw ghajini.Here roads are very wide and smooth.Buses are very good and cheap.
We got a nice flat.we are staying at a nice place and there is a school beside our flat.Food is also good here but expensive.So we started cooking and am learning cooking with these guys.
So far so good…………life rolls on…….but memories come too often about college life and I feel too unfortunate to miss all those things………..thats it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I am very happy now because I got some good friends.For the first week nothing special was happening and slowly we started meeting Group leaders and project leaders.
In Mumbai we went to Juhu beach,India gate,fashion street,parel etc.we also went for a movie.oops!!a ticket costs 150!!we saw ghajini.Here roads are very wide and smooth.Buses are very good and cheap.
We got a nice flat.we are staying at a nice place and there is a school beside our flat.Food is also good here but expensive.So we started cooking and am learning cooking with these guys.
So far so good…………life rolls on…….but memories come too often about college life and I feel too unfortunate to miss all those things………..thats it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Is Democracy is too old to be suceeded by his son?
Is Democracy a success?How many can say a definite yes?or we can make it bear fruit by some 'eccentric modification'.
During a bus journey I thought about a modification,of course eccentric.
I compared our country to a Bus with Finance minister as conductor,Prime minister as Driver and cleaner as defense minister.
Prime minister is obviously the Driver.Finance minister is conductor because he collects revenue by tax and Defense minister wont allow unsolicited Intruders.
But in a Bus nothing leaks through conductor and all money reaches the owner.owner distributes the money.
That upper level is missing in our current system and we have only drivers and conductors and no one to ask where the collected money has gone.
I suggest some autocratic person above our elected representatives.
Or an Autocratic Group to make the representatives move in correct path when they are not doing so.
Group can consist of a Business leader(company which makes the maximum profit in that year),Retired Chief Justice,an Environmentalist etc.
This group should be able to control the representatives autocratically.
Democracy can be sustained by giving people the power to choose the representatives.
So When the Bus owner comes into picture,Can it produce result?...
During a bus journey I thought about a modification,of course eccentric.
I compared our country to a Bus with Finance minister as conductor,Prime minister as Driver and cleaner as defense minister.
Prime minister is obviously the Driver.Finance minister is conductor because he collects revenue by tax and Defense minister wont allow unsolicited Intruders.
But in a Bus nothing leaks through conductor and all money reaches the owner.owner distributes the money.
That upper level is missing in our current system and we have only drivers and conductors and no one to ask where the collected money has gone.
I suggest some autocratic person above our elected representatives.
Or an Autocratic Group to make the representatives move in correct path when they are not doing so.
Group can consist of a Business leader(company which makes the maximum profit in that year),Retired Chief Justice,an Environmentalist etc.
This group should be able to control the representatives autocratically.
Democracy can be sustained by giving people the power to choose the representatives.
So When the Bus owner comes into picture,Can it produce result?...
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Work harder...Earn lesser...Indian salary formula
Every body has a story to tell. Even the security person of our apartment. When we first came here he was just asking us about our package and when we told him the exact amount, which took him to his past. He blamed himself for not completing his study .Then he said he couldn’t understand anything because teacher was speaking in English.
Are we getting salary according to our Educational Qualification? Is not that the reason why no productivity is happening here? We simply work on something from the foreign countries? We cannot build anything on our own. After Education, its all over for us. My friends here too, when they see me studying, are asking “Now that we got job and getting salary, why are you working hard?”I don’t know how to answer. We can’t blame anyone for this but the system that makes us believe a degree or PG is more than enough for the success of a person.
We should look beyond that because we are able. Indians are very good intellectually and our space technology is more than enough to prove that. We should inculcate in every person, a feeling and an urge to work from his school days itself.
Another side, Lower primary teacher is getting only 1/5th of the salary of a college lecturer. In college lecturers may not even come to class, but primary school teacher has to work really hard to make students understand.
Simply hiking the salary is not good, but we should be more focused on pooling the talent in that section.(People who are good at shaping students right at the start of their life). More than just teaching to write and read, he should inject confidence and self belief. He should make students understand about themselves that will help him to choose his career in future.
Bottom line is that we have talents, but they are scattered. So a restructuring is necessary starting from a new base. So our Primary Education system needs a Repair work, in fact a Rebuilding.
Are we getting salary according to our Educational Qualification? Is not that the reason why no productivity is happening here? We simply work on something from the foreign countries? We cannot build anything on our own. After Education, its all over for us. My friends here too, when they see me studying, are asking “Now that we got job and getting salary, why are you working hard?”I don’t know how to answer. We can’t blame anyone for this but the system that makes us believe a degree or PG is more than enough for the success of a person.
We should look beyond that because we are able. Indians are very good intellectually and our space technology is more than enough to prove that. We should inculcate in every person, a feeling and an urge to work from his school days itself.
Another side, Lower primary teacher is getting only 1/5th of the salary of a college lecturer. In college lecturers may not even come to class, but primary school teacher has to work really hard to make students understand.
Simply hiking the salary is not good, but we should be more focused on pooling the talent in that section.(People who are good at shaping students right at the start of their life). More than just teaching to write and read, he should inject confidence and self belief. He should make students understand about themselves that will help him to choose his career in future.
Bottom line is that we have talents, but they are scattered. So a restructuring is necessary starting from a new base. So our Primary Education system needs a Repair work, in fact a Rebuilding.
Orissa....nice but food???
We went on a tour this week. we were 23 people including some Tamilnadu,Andhra people in addition to malayalees.we started at 4 ‘o clock in the morning and we went to a beach to see the sun rise. we reached there at 6 am and waited for another 30 minutes for the sun to come. That was really a beautiful scene watching from the sea shore.
Then we went to the famous konark sun temple. That was more than a piece of art. It is not a temple and it is not a worship place. A king was on his mission to make it a complete worship place but failed to complete it because of some war. Despite that it is a place to have a look and its more than good than many other completed structures.
Chilka Lake was the next destination. In social studies classes I had studied it is the biggest fresh water lake in India. We had boating there for 3 hours and it was a very nice experience. We saw many dolphins over there and people who drove the boat made some special sound to make it appear. We saw dark and grey dolphins.
In between we reached an island and that was the place where the lake and Bay of Bengal met. We saw the dead remains of some tortoise and lot of living and moving crabs.
After that we came back and had our lunch at 5 pm!!!!.That was a lunch I would like to forget. I had told many people that food is not that bad in Orissa. But I saw the real Orissa there. Fish smell all over and they served all curries with the same spoon!!!!May be because of TCS,we are getting an at least OK food where we live.
Then we went to Puri jagannath temple. It’s really a huge temple and a place worth watching. Nice works all over and beared some resemblance to konark temple except for the fact that it was really huge.
Leather belt, purse, mobile phone and chapels were not allowed inside.
Then we went back and reached our place by 12 am and woke up next day at 11.30 am and it was really a tiring day and slept almost the whole day.
Then we went to the famous konark sun temple. That was more than a piece of art. It is not a temple and it is not a worship place. A king was on his mission to make it a complete worship place but failed to complete it because of some war. Despite that it is a place to have a look and its more than good than many other completed structures.
Chilka Lake was the next destination. In social studies classes I had studied it is the biggest fresh water lake in India. We had boating there for 3 hours and it was a very nice experience. We saw many dolphins over there and people who drove the boat made some special sound to make it appear. We saw dark and grey dolphins.
In between we reached an island and that was the place where the lake and Bay of Bengal met. We saw the dead remains of some tortoise and lot of living and moving crabs.
After that we came back and had our lunch at 5 pm!!!!.That was a lunch I would like to forget. I had told many people that food is not that bad in Orissa. But I saw the real Orissa there. Fish smell all over and they served all curries with the same spoon!!!!May be because of TCS,we are getting an at least OK food where we live.
Then we went to Puri jagannath temple. It’s really a huge temple and a place worth watching. Nice works all over and beared some resemblance to konark temple except for the fact that it was really huge.
Leather belt, purse, mobile phone and chapels were not allowed inside.
Then we went back and reached our place by 12 am and woke up next day at 11.30 am and it was really a tiring day and slept almost the whole day.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
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